A hang up??

my liking you for the person you are is a hang up that I have?? as in a flaw?

Let me tell you something about my life mister… ok so what you are “jaded” over letting go of someone that you loved? big deal… that was years ago.. let it go and move on.. just like she did. Ok cuz I believe in love and here’s why I shouldnt…

I have been raped, I have beed drugged and I have been used and physically and emotionally abused, by so many men I have lost count. I have not one positive male figure in my life, and I still have the strength to believe in ppl and goodness and love, and that there is one man who will know what I am worth and adore every second of my presence.

So telling me that you think my giving you love, and affection, that I am flawed?? REALLY PISSES ME OFF..  Just because you think you have lost your “one” chance for love, doesnt mean that you cant be wrong and screw up something else that could be great…. you are so lucky to have the gift that I give… and you dont even know it. And in my opinion… that makes you more flawed than you will ever admit to, because it makes you ignorant.

No matter what I look like to you, you will never meet a more sexy, smart and indescribably irreplaceable woman,(which I believe is the view every woman should have of herself) who gives to you whether you deserve it or not, as the one right in front of your face.. and very shortly from now you are going to have more conflict to add to your brain, this time over the one you PUSHED away.. 

Honestly. my flaw here lies in the person I chose to give my affection to, not in the giving OF my affection.