shallow
Looking for something, and yet pushing it away when its right in your face. There’s no such thing as a perfect package. Claiming to be understanding, but expecting someone to put their feelings aside for you to have your fun. Enjoying every minute with someone, wishing it were more than shallow, and wishing you meant more than a secret play thing hidden in his bedroom. Listening to reasoning, in “open and honest” communication… when pieces are missing…
I want more than that. I cant help it.
