He said he has feelings for me, but thinks we shouldn’t go any further. I already knew he did, even though he told me he didn’t usually get into serious feelings like that. I felt it in the way he touched me, and his actions spoke for him. He always says he wants to be loved.

When I told him I was starting to have feelings for him, he told me that we should go back to being no more than platonic friends. How can I do that? How do I forget how we laughed, and how passionate everything was… I can’t go back to not wanting to touch him, or kiss him again, and every time I hang out with him its going to remind me of how much I like him and want him. And what about sexual tension? I’m supposed to forget we had sex?

What makes me sad is that it feels like he wants to forget that he felt anything at all. Its almost as if it would be ok not to have me in his life at all, rather than face something that scares him. And I lost and miss an amazing friend. Cuz we rarely talk any more. I know he’s been hurt,  but.. he’s not the only one.