August 2011
2 posts
July 2011
7 posts
“There are those that open you up to something new and exotic, those that are old...”
– Carrie Bradshaw - Sex and the City (via awell-mademistake)
an old myspace poem
A poem.. for wasted hopes
Fear not despaired heart
There was a man for whom I deeply cared,
He left me discouraged, wounded, despaired.
My attraction grew when ever he spoke,
I longed to stay beside him each day as he woke.
His words were so eloquent and divine.
I pine, I yearn for when he would once more be mine.
My soul aches and my limbs trembled for his touch.
Can he still not...
quote of a quote of a quote....lol
I got this quote from one of my best friends, and my new guru, and counselor lol… Its my new re-affirmation, and I think all ladies should tell themselves this, even if they never hear it from a good man.
“This is a quote from the book “Sex God” by Rob Bell. Someone sent it to me and it sent shivers up spine. I thought you might enjoy….” [“You ...
"ode to a taco supreme"
I left a letter somewhat resembling one from that of “Dear Jane”, for a friend to find on her laptop when she awoke that day… “Ode to a taco supreme” Dear friend, I don’t want to seem mean or disturbing in any way, but I have some news…. You are a wonderful friend and I would never do anything to harm you, and in immense guilt I must relinquish onto you...
May 2010
1 post
Happy Birthday Guda, I love you.
I know I’m a few days early, but I had some things on my mind, and needed to get it down before I forgot. The other day, while packing, and going through which of my belongings to keep for the new place, I found a card. It said “Happy Birthday Grandma”… apparently it was one I meant to give you in a previous year. Inside the card reads: “Having you as a Grandma means...
March 2010
18 posts
havin a hissy fit here
A hang up??
my liking you for the person you are is a hang up that I have?? as in a flaw?
Let me tell you something about my life mister… ok so what you are “jaded” over letting go of someone that you loved? big deal… that was years ago.. let it go and move on.. just like she did. Ok cuz I believe in love and here’s why I shouldnt…
I have been raped, I have...
Some lovely advice
themumbleface:
caseychemistry:
Health:
1. Drink plenty of water.
2. Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince and dinner like a beggar.
3. Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants and eat less food that is manufactured in plants.
4. Live with the 3 E’s - Energy, Enthusiasm and Empathy
5. Play more games.
6. Read more books than you did in 2009.
7. ...
last night
Last night was perfect…
But.. before last night, you said some things, and I was impatient. You said you hold too many things in, to like yourself, and you hate yourself for it. I said that you have so many things to LOVE yourself for. You said you carry too much bullshit, and you have problems sleeping at night because of that, and constantly over thinking things. You said you have to like...
To: you, From: me
Dear You,
I hope that one day you let someone get close to you. I know you have this master plan of how things should go when they are right, and if its going to be real, for you, depends on those circumstances being exactly right. But I hope that before its too late, you realize that real happens now, life doesn’t wait for you to catch up.
I wish that one day, you will find someone...
66.
letyourheartspeak:
Let me just say i’m not the guy who normally falls in love. IN fact I never thought of this girl in any way other than a friend, but we’ve spent some time apart and I can’t get my mind off her. The worst part is my mind says move on and pretend she doesn’t exist my heart says try to kindle a relationship with her.
I gasped when I read that… thinking what if?? but I...
Love ♥
rotkaeppchen:
love can be a bitch. you wanna know what the scariest thing about it is? you don’t own it; it owns you.
“In separateness only does love learn definition.”
– Robert Penn Warren (via blogut)
“Passion makes fools of us all.”
– Jane Austen (via blessingwaung)
“Making love with a woman and sleeping with a woman are two separate passions,...”
– Milan Kundera (The Unbearable Lightness of Being) (via gargouilles)
“Claudia: I don’t understand. He meets a girl that can give him a new life and he...”
– unknown (via gargouilles)
“‘Meet me,’ he’d said and forgotten
‘Love me’: but of love we are frightened...”
– Louis Philippe (Yuri Gagarin) (via gargouilles)
maybe
maybe the feelings he has aren’t that strong…
probably, but he shouldn’t have acted like they were…
perhaps he is scared…
surely I want someone who thinks I’m worth that chance…
possibly, he thinks he can find someone better than me…
maybe I don’t want someone that dumb…
“Love takes off masks that we fear we cannot live without and know we cannot live...”
– james baldwin (via quellequaintrelle)
shallow
Looking for something, and yet pushing it away when its right in your face. There’s no such thing as a perfect package. Claiming to be understanding, but expecting someone to put their feelings aside for you to have your fun. Enjoying every minute with someone, wishing it were more than shallow, and wishing you meant more than a secret play thing hidden in his bedroom. Listening to...
rant
Push Push Push…
You want to be loved and complain about how lonely you are. And then you push someone away that cares for you. What sense does that make?
Every time a man walks into my life he is the same person. His face is different, his body and his name, and likes and dislikes… all different… But he is the same unappreciative, and emotionally unavailable bastard he...
cant forget
He said he has feelings for me, but thinks we shouldn’t go any further. I already knew he did, even though he told me he didn’t usually get into serious feelings like that. I felt it in the way he touched me, and his actions spoke for him. He always says he wants to be loved.
When I told him I was starting to have feelings for him, he told me that we should go back to being no more...
February 2010
1 post
